Hey,

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Feel the Breeze...
Hug a tree...

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love,

K.2the.Aeli

Let’s Walk Down 2 Electric Avenue

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UA5MtAmT24g

Hot Dog!  It tis ma Current Favorite Song!!!  Workin’ it on the GalacticGuitar!

Who is to blame in one country
Never can get to the one
Dealin’ in multiplication
And they still can’t feed everyone

t-minus 2 months…

By April 1st I will be completely out of debt……..

I am in ecstatic shock!

Oh. It is going to be a wickedly wonderful year.

P.S. Becoming lucid while dreaming is one of my most favorite things to do… I had another lucid dream last night… and immediately after the realization that I was dreaming… the FLYING BEGAN!!! I will be an expert oneironaut by 2011!

To the dream machine mobile…

Know Ledge

Jules Verne

Human Genome Project

Salvadoran Death Squads

East Timor

Anamnesis

Anton Artaud

Georgia O’Keefe

Virginia Wolfe

Emma Goldman

Josephine Baker

Lou Salome

Bessie Smith

Anais Nin & HD

World Entertainment War

Zenpride@televisionaryoracle.com

Kundalini Fire Breathing

Jerzy Grotowski “towards poor theatre”

Malkuth

Noam Chomsky

Blavatsky

Marie Louise Von Franz Psychology & Alchemy

Carl Jung

Max Plank

Richard Feynman

Quotes:

“Proud to be humble.”

“Love it to death.”

Co-operative Insurance

I would like to collectively collaborate in the future of car insurance.

Yester-morn I had a dream that I was declaring a rant riot to a crowd. Describing that we should financially ‘strike’ against the insurance companies; demanding lower car insurance rates.

When I woke up, I began analysing the dream for creative potential. Truth: We are spending unbelievable amounts of money on car insurance per month. My current car insurance per year is more than my car is worth!! And I know a significant amount of people with that same issue; we give up all the benefits of car insurance (collision, repairs etc…) just to pay for the ‘certification’ of insurance because our ‘laws’ require it. But when did ‘we’ over look the word ‘our’ when it comes to laws? Why are we being snowballed for our money… They are cheating ALL OF US AT THE SAME TIME! Collectively we need to create a human union against the Corporate Country demands.

I wouldn’t mind paying $50 per month to have ‘co-op insurance’ on my car…. and that $50 would be put into a pool of money with all the other people that are paying insurance. You would sign an agreement to free yourself from the insurance benefits (if you totalled your car; or die); so be it. You could not claim against another insurance company. Where is our ‘roll with the punches’ attitude? I went to school and worked in the insurance/personal injury sector of society for a while and I have concluded that it could work a lot better for a lot more people. We need an insurance face lift! In fact, if we had better health care, not one person excluded, then insurance wouldn’t even be necessary…maybe only for vehicle repair/replacement.

But I know that we need to start somewhere… and I believe a co-op insurance firm is it! I mean, in layman’s terms, we are paying for health care AND insurance to pay for health care; and if we ever need to claim any of those, we have to fight for YEARS and PAY to claim for what we paid for in the first place.

REDUNDANT is it not!? Please don’t call me an idealist, but know that I am truthist! I speak the truth and highlight the lies. We are being scammed. The only ideal assumption I am making is the fact that humans might care enough about each other to make a change.

We have to start somewhere. In order to get out of a recession we have to stop the regression. I bet that if we could save more time ($$) on this insurance health care scam; we would prevent a lot more car accidents from happening because we would be LESS STRESSED OUT!!!

Unfortunately, I don’t know if starting a co-op insurance company is exactly my ‘calling’. But I do have full faith in the fact by thinking about it will help bring about the change I want to see in humanity. Call it a revolution, a revolt, an up rise… whatever makes you inspired to DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. This rant might not look like I am ‘doing’ something. Maybe I could be doing more. I know a couple people that are scamming the insurance companies and in some way I admire them for their affirmative action. But I don’t want to privately scam anybody; I would be selfish to do that… but to publicly uncover the issue might work…

:-)

I think that is all the rant I have left in me today. Yummy blue moon, you make me swoon with creative power! 2010 is going to be GGGGGGGGGreat! (as Tony the tiger once said).

And here is a funny quote adaption for your working enjoyment:

A boss once told, “You know Kaeli? One day, if you continue to come in early and leave work late…your financial freedom could be mine…” (insert evil cackle here)

A Rant Next in line: Cell Phone Companies… And then maybe the Corporate Education System…Muahhhaha!

The L.A. Chronicles are now finished!  It took me over a year to complete the project, but it was worth the wait.

Below is a video version of my trip to California 2008.  Sweet!

I will be out of debt come March 1st.  Look out 2010….I have artistically arrived with a vengeance!

P.S.  www.intergalacticgirl.com!  woooohooo!

I am on a roll right out the door.

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2009

January 4th, 2009

05:33 pm – Beer Store/ Gas Station (The cycle continues…)

Writers Block Question:  Today in 1893 U.S. President Benjamin Harrison declared full amnesty for Mormon polygamists. Is it the government’s place to define which marriages are valid and which are not?

Yeah, ok… so it’s been forever.  But now it’s now and now I am writing this and that’s about all I can tell you.

I just woke up, from a nightmare that is.  A few fellow eco-terra friendly friends and I were flying about (yes flying).  We noticed these gigantor machines riping up this ripe large tree.  Now this tree was so beautiful, and its bark was so perfect… much like the tree on the corner before the entrance to the library in Niagara Falls.  (Note: Picture will follow at end of my wordy world).  Anywhoozlez, we were getting mighty anxious at the fact that we were helpless against these big machines but something needed to be done immediately!
(aside: check out http://www.maisonalouette.com/english/ecoterra2/ for some random earthly goodness)
So we float over and three of these trees were near the beautiful waters edge, which just happened to be displaying a gorgious sunset at the time.  But the red of the sun was so urgent it added to the pressing situation at hand.   People of the world began to gather, and we pleaded with them to stop murdering these young much needed trees.  There was a few fellows who were drinking oodles of beer in plastic cups.   They were sitting on lawnchairs and laughing together at our efforts.  They said we were interupting their football game and will speed up the tree murders to get us to stop bothering them.
We tried to reason with the crowd of people that were gathering around these men, but they were convinced that the trees had to go because they would have died from the water raising anyways.

It was ludicrus.  We were so angry and I remember giving one of the dudes the finger while buzzing around him, and I even spilt his three cups of full beer he was balancing.  That down right ticked him off…. and then the men started to put all kinds of books onto a dock that was beside one of the trees (their next victim).  We watched in horror as he threw a match into the beer soaked pile of knowledge.

It was a terrible dream and I woke up in a terrible sweat.

I have been having some rather nightmarish dreams as of late.  But they are full of symbolism and metaphors.  It’s great. And after seeing the writers block question of the day on Livejournal:  Today in 1893 U.S. President Benjamin Harrison declared full amnesty for Mormon polygamists. Is it the government’s place to define which marriages are valid and which are not?

It made me laugh.  The interpretation of the dream was my favorite question ‘why?’….  I love to ask it and I encourage everyone to ask it.  Why?! Why?! Why!!?!?!    But still, I feel sort of helpless yet fired with anger…  hum….

Ok well I am going to leave it at that…

I have been working and balancing life for the last long while… and after receeding into my turtle shell I feel kind of ready to emerge… but with my butterfly wings this time!  Bah…  Ok well I’m off into the wild blue yonder…  Have a wonderful eve and a wild winter wonderland!

P.S.  PICKAPATURES:




the Tree n’ me:

Zaatz all folks!

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Current Location: Yoh Mama
Current Music: The Fire in Desire
January 8th, 2009

06:13 pm – ‘Don’t EVER have kids….’

…Said the man in front of me. He looked at me with deep angry/regretful eyes. He said this RIGHT in front of his beautiful children.

Now, I have heard this before… and I have come across situations like this before… AND STILL IT DOWN RIGHT ERKS the ECK outta ME!

Firstly, how can somebody tell another person to NEVER do something. I mean, there are recommendations and past experiences to reflect on… but to put such a negative on something so potentially fulfilling…. ERRRARAAGGGHHH!!!
Secondly, RIGHT in front of his children. Calling somebody ugly is out of the question… but basically (and I’ll sum it up beautifully) saying, ‘I hate my life, YOU ruined it and I’ll never get what I had back no matter how spectacular YOU could possibly become’ to the very creature that you had manifested into existence, is ok. Not to mention the fact that this very creature child who, happens to be at such a spectacular rambunctious age, is the most intuitive, intelligent, spontaneous genius EVER created!!! And instead of honouring our future, these children who have children just pick meaningless fights with each other. No wonder we aren’t evolving as speedily as I would like!

Yet again I would like to reiterate my sick dream: Everyone has to earn their right to have children, and they must graduate from Child Psychology 101 which is taught by, non other than, CHILDREN! I don’t know about you… but this really, really, really bothers me…..

Random 101 Question: As the old saying goes, one person’s trash is another person’s treasure. What’s the best thing—chairs, roller skates, old electronics—you’ve ever found that someone else had thrown away?
I found Children discarded and thrown away…. But it takes only a few moments of random fun to see a glimmer in their eyes

I really urge everyone who can, please become a mentor to somebody… it is saving the world one future at a time…

xoxox

Cheers to the lost and confused… may they find love and inspiration within themselves, for themselves…

muax!
.k.

P.S.  Recent Pickapatures:

Skin Fenced In:

www.catsthatlooklikehitler.com (or have similar manurisms)

2B-Blind

DJ Kitty:

Dear Legs:

I might eat all of her cuteness one day….

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Current Location: Yo Mama
Current Music: Gang Gang Dance
January 31st, 2009

05:56 pm – The Groundhog Way

“where are those good old fashion values on which we used to rely…?”

Although I say I dislike family guy, at least it represents the worst of humans with honest integrity… It makes me not want to be human.

I am so frustrated that it makes my heart feel like it is skipping with excitement. Well I suppose it is…. It is hurting for passion of what frustrates me… and what might that be you ask?

Well for starters, I was introduced to the loco-lemon *ahem* I mean lululemon ordeal. I have been sucked into this consumerist vortex for a brief moment or two when the bistro I work at announced said they were catering the yoga-tastic event. To my surprise it held way for 1000+ people or so who flocked all over Ontario and beyond to consume and bicker and banter in some NON Yoga way… And one gal in the crowd managed to remark to a co-worker of mine while watching a yoga demonstration, ‘It looks like a cult’. (yeah, she compaired yoga to a cult…)

*Intermission* (you’ll need it)

Furthermore, I just finished watching this amazing documentary about Brittany Spears. It truly captured her brilliance. She is such a beautiful person. It really inspired me actually… I am going to see if I can find some quotes to post. *reluctantly googles because all search engines are taken over by google* Of course the stupid search engines do not have any pages that are worth reading… full of marketing junk… & all the quotes are stupid and don’t even come close to achieving the reality of which she expressed. I guess that is the entire point I am trying to make.

It’s so disgusting. Nothing is real…

Then I found myself doing what I do best, flipping the channels (keep in mind I watch the TV once in a blue moon). The commercials were TOO much for me to handle. All that garbage I was ingesting into my waking life. I don’t want to think about it, and if it wasn’t for the quality of that documentary, and the fact that it was my mothers TV, I would have thrown my shoe at it (which I hear *&saw* is a very insulting gesture to do in the middle east…heh). I want to throw my shoe at the big media executives…Maybe I would be lucky enough to imprint my sole ;-) onto their finely tailored suits which hide their rotting minds.

Then to top this black hole off, there was a commercial that caught my eye… It was a dirty, crazy looking guy, with dramatic camera style, and he slowly looked at the camera and did some homeless suggesting gestures… Then it said peerintoasoul.ca. Of course those type of words capture my attention. So, I ever so reluctantly turned on my computer and verified that ‘advertising really does work’. It delivered my eye to this really complicated website… and deep down I knew I was about to get punched in the soul at peerintoasoul.ca …. & sure enough… it was a KIA car website.

It makes me so friggen upset.
Granted, I am at a very delicate time in my female cycle… not that you needed to know that, but I really don’t care because if you read this far then you are mature enough to handle the fact that ITS NOT REALLY A SECRET and I wish people would stop denying such important things. When I feel this emotional, I unleash my darkest truths.
The truth that Society is FRIGHTENING. It scares me so deep… into my bones. It seriously hurts my soul. I actually have such passionate tears in my eyes right now. And what is it exactly that scares me? Well here is a round about quote that Brittany said, “My life’s not out of control but TOO in control.” “I keep waking up to another ground hog day…”

This is alarming because of how RUTHLESS and cut throat humanity has exploded into. Everybody is pill popping, credit card dropping… and ‘they’ keep producing and seducing. Selling garbage/nothing! And it is making people really angry/hungry… and those people are scaring me. I feel like I am surrounded by a bunch of MEDIA ZOMBIES! And one day they might find out that I know I am real and …. :( ?

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Aside: In high school I had this fantasy comic book which I dreamt up to keep me from the boring gruel they were feeding our brains. The ultimate bad guy in the comic was ‘Mr. Media’… Go Bill Hicks… watch his YouTube on marketing!
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On a broader perspective, I am glad that I have a brain and it works. I see these things and it creates a burning passion to get out of this poisonous society.

Consequently, a virtual atomic bomb exploded in my head when I ‘just had to’ check out peerintoasoul.ca… It shook me awake!
! Sure they get my hit on their website, BUT THEY WON’T EVER GET MY MONEY, my time! I was honestly looking at buying a KIA car… not now, not EVER… that was a dirty trick. Disgusting… And that Karma stain doesn’t wash out boy’s and girl’s.

But, the moral of this story? Let me say this… We are on the brink of a monsoon, and this baby is gonna pour out some toxic change. I hope to keep my fear and laziness at bay and prep my lungs for a long haul of holding my breath and swimming as efficiently as I can…. cause those who are so easily fooled are going to drown in the whirlpools of nowhere.

Sounds sick, cause it is…

P.S. Check out music from “Tinariwen”. I love it. How’s that for old fashion advertising values…?

Signed,

The Girl with the Incandescent Smile and Hypnotic Breaking Bite

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Current Location: Mamas House
Current Music: Tinariwen
February 12th, 2009

06:36 pm – Humm Diddley Dee; A Pirates Life For Me

Question: If you could have any job in the world, what would it be?

Answer:

I have thought of this time and time again.

My deepest childhood desire was to be a National Geographic Photographer. Should that dream fail, I would fall back on an Astronaut career, or just plain old world organizer with a side of leadership.

But, as times get quicker and people get zombie-err, Piracy plays best in my brain. OhHohHo not your ordinary pirate, no sir-ee mate-ee! I’m embarking on an artistic piratical adventure, sailing the seas of humanity, leaving copyleft ideas wherever the winds blow!

Here is some new piracy beliefs I have come to conclude:

I don’t believe in working for or with non-other-than me or a group of like mind-eds.
I don’t believe in governmental bodies of any flesh/dimension/space or time.
I ESPECIALLY don’t believe in money, gold, or diamonds more than I believe in coal, trees and fresh air.
AND I certainly do NOT believe in people telling people what they should think/do/or say.

Flip it and reverse:

I believe in somewhere’s over the rainbows.
I believe in unicorns/dragons/pixies/little green men (both from the sky’s and near pots of gold) and all other such fantastical beings.
I believe we are fantastical beings.
I believe in the omnipresent power of thought.

Furthermore, I have learned that I need to consume creativity and dance among the creators as much as possible. That is what nourishes the soul. And I want to teach others that creativity comes from one source that we all are channeling (no more no less). And it’s not a matter of the strength of the signal, but rather how tuned in we are willing to be. Badumpadump!

This world has changed! And me and my ship (PuffDragon) are sailing its high seas!

Signed (with love and extra smoochy pirate kisses),

Calico Jack’s long lost greatest grand daughter dame that ever will be, or was she?

P.S. Has anyone seen my dear PushmePullyou?

Current Location: The Mothership
Current Music: ObladeeObladaa

Remaining 2008 entries

July 10th, 2008

03:39 pm – A taught thought…

Soon soon to be tubed…

Ok how bout this for boycotting the system:

Grow Tobacco….

yeah

I mean… if people are `going organic` and becoming all `anti gov`… then why not grow your own tobacco and then you could sell it… and then it could cut out all the tobacco… cause if people really truly love to smoke the tabac de`o then they would most likely see this as being a true smoker…. not just that… if you want to weed out your addiction (haha weed) then why not limit the things to be addicted to… I don`t know… I just think it would be a lot healthier…

And to further this thought…

I am a firm believer in we do what is necessary and there are no mistakes… even on a massive scale… so there has got to be some reason why every ancient culture had smoked some kind of plant… some reasons are more obvious then others… But then I was thinking of all those generations of lungs that have been inhaling the burning substances (plants)… natural or not plants are just another form of chemical… To think that our cars are said to be polluting the atmosphere that we need to breath but then reflect upon the fact that our ancestors have been preparing our lungs for these CO2 times for centuries!!! And as we know, evolution works in mysterious ways… we evolve to survive… So maybe the massive subconscious collective selves of humanity started smoking as a form of protection from our future need for speed (aka. fuel). Maybe we are developing a resistence… or better yet… a use for the burnt air…

I wonder what eating processed food will help us evolve into… PLASTIC PEOPLE!!! YAY! Barbie doll land here we come! Or maybe decay will stop… and zombies will really emerge from our Micky D ways.

ok thats all… I don`t even want to re-read it… so whatever…

over out & about.
.k.

04:00 pm – Oh banannas…

Whats with my brain lately…

Anyways… I have to get this out too:

I am the puppeteer.
I am the man behind the mask.
I am the lion the tiger the bear.
I am the walrus.

I jump through the circus hoops.
I work through selective time groups.

I fear stunting my growth.
I need to escape from my windowless box.

I only know what I know.
I can find my hand in the puppet.
I can gain control of my arm.
Then maybe I will go for a walk.
I could whisper into my puppets ear.
The secrets I thought were not quite clear.

The puppet will dance at my command.
Mezmorizing the simply common man.
But I know they know it`s only a cloth on my hand.

The power in a crowd.
To hear them laughing out loud.
The secrets I know.
The secrets I show.

Behind the mask.
Behind the cloth.
Behind the wizard of Oz.

That`s where I sing with the blue birds.
Somewhere.

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July 21st, 2008

11:20 am – La meoP

wanderingwanderingwonderingwildlywanderingthroughthetrees…
IamwonderingwhilewanderingwonderingwildlywanderingoutofwhoIamtome…
wildlywonderingwildlywildlywildlyoverlappingthetrees…
wanderingwildlywildlywildlysurpassingthescenes…
wildlywildlywanderingwildlywonderingwhyyouseeme…
wildlywandering&wonderingwhoIamgoingtobe.

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Pikatures-but not of PiKaChuuue! haha
(sucks to be you… ooo oooh oooh.)


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P.S. I have officially finished another ‘brainbook’ (specifically the superman book) and I have bought a quaint little lavender notebook. I love it!

P.S.S. One thing I am most greatfull for…. Not being a miserable person… ooh that must be such a lonely & unfulfilled life.

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July 25th, 2008

01:29 pm – $750 a year?

I was listening to the radio today, right before travelling to work. There was some dude yelling in a distressed manor, “some people in the world live on less than $750.00 a year!!” …“Rabble Rabble Rabble”

I couldn’t help but laugh at the fact that I want to be able to live on $750.00 a year. The gentleman sounded very concerned but didn’t elaborate why. He didn’t expand upon if ‘they’ had a home, a farm, food or smiling faces. He didn’t say that they were ill or healthy. He just was concerned about the amount of money they didn’t make. Like money for told how satisfying life could be.
HOT DOG! I don’t get it. It is kind of funny to think that if we all worked very hard and we all paid off all of our debts and we remained positive and happy and helped wherever needed; we would still need to earn $ to live. WHAT?! Why aren’t the pro-life folk on top of this one? What is freedom? We can’t grow food cause all the rich people buy up the land and rent it out to the poor slaves. But the rich don’t realize they are working their lives away too… they just hide behind all of their stuff, and vacation a little more…. Pfft.

Wah.

This burns my brain. I would compromise everything to be able to have the choice to do anything anytime without being guilt tripped into day to day slavery.

NOTHING HAS CHANGED. The king, queen & castle just morphed into intangible objects.

I want o’natural. I don’t wanna work. I just need to make a drum set.
American dream? More like nightmare!

Xoxo. I still love you society! You just need to start listening to the earth.

What a boring typical entry….

Over & out & about.

P.S. Imagine being able to figure out how to super our sub-conscious?

P.S.S. I leave a word document open at work, and add to this word entry as I see fit. It has been over an hour since I started writing these words in sequence due to the phone constantly ring-ading-ing. But before I finish this atrocity of sentences I wanted to let you know that as I look out my window this very moment I see a gigantic cloud which resembles a smiling buddah. *Fun Fact* Did you know that Buddah means “Enlightened one” (the cloud looks very enlightened) and Christ means “Enlighted One” . Neat, just like you.

Tags: Current Location: yoh mama Current Music: mama yoh

August 18th, 2008

07:03 pm – Tick Tock; Climb the Clock

A hoy hoy!

How is my wordy world?  Haven’t shared a letter or few in a while.

Been rather busy myself, how bout you?

I do not exactly feel like a regular kaeli rant… but I wanted to fill the world in on my current up & coming, soul releasing, journey.

I am going on a trip.   A trip to California.     No real destination… just a focus on LA, San Francisco and Black Rock City Navada (The Burning Man is calling…)

In light of my adventure I have been doing some focused meditation and research… this lead to me wanting to share the random awesomness of syncronistic events.

I have been doing some internet reading in prep/meditation for my up & coming trip… I was researching LA and California… reading both Wiki articles…

The California article happened to display the word California as follows (IPA: /ˌkælɪˈfɔrnjə/)    haha…  ‘kaeli’  … I noted my name… so funny… THEN i was doing some reading up on LA… and the first line of the second paragraph said… **** Los Angeles was founded September 4th. 1781, by Spanish governor Felipe de Neve as El Pueblo de Nuestra Señora la Reina de los Ángeles de Porciúncula (The Village of Our Lady, the Queen of the Angels of Porziuncola). ****

Both articles found here:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Los_Angeles,_California

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California

Not that I entirely believe in a “birth” day… mine just so happens to land on September 4th…. heh…

Sometimes it becomes too simple… too evident…  too perfect.

LOVE.

And last but not least PHOT-OOOOHHHH-NNNOOEESEESS;



xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

see you… change you… will be… always… yvt….k to the aeli

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Current Location: Last Remaining Light
September 12th, 2008

06:09 pm – Try-eye-pod.

Try-eye-pod
So, think this:
All Seeing Eye.
Triangle.
Pyramid.
Tripod.
Pod?
Eye?
Eye-Pod.
I-Pod.
And Eye on top of a Tripod?
Heh. I was driving to work when this occurred. But the thing is, I get all these nifty ideas… but what the hell do I do with them? Write them in Livejournal for some “all seeing eyes” to see… but I don’t even know if eyes see these words… will I know? Will I care? Why do I care to document this neat thought?
Bah. I don’t know. All I do know is that I used a lot of I’s to describe this Eye-Pod-Er-Iffic-Point.
And to further this thought… I think I-pods’ are little pieces of electronic shit. I have collected numerous examples in my mere 22 years of day to day that IPODs are overpriced and last half… no… even worse… they don’t even last! They are garbage… just like the triangular tired business structure that the entire materialistic world is…. BUT WHY DON’T WE “SEE” THAT? Are we blind? Or do we deny what we see because… because why? Eff… For real… this reality is bullocks. This system is so simple and yet… here I be… working… stuck… grinding my tick tock gears…
Woh….. that went overboard… and now for something completely different… when I typed “woh” the lovely Microsoft word (aside: which just automatically capitalized ‘M’icrosoft) changed my woh… which I wanted… to who… wtf… I want woh… and if I didn’t know how to manipulate this damn program (not that I care… it’s not my puter) then I would be stuck with the frustration of always having to battle the machine to finally get what across I want to say… not what it thinks I should say… or do… or type… automatic font adjustation… who thought of that… it is just a mockery saying that the computer program knows better than our own beautiful brain… that we are flawed creatures and just because we may not know the rules of “language” we don’t know what we are or mean to be/say/type/think/do…
Rant. Done.
Oh: 1 more thing…
Mouse Labyrinth… heh… Lab-yrinth… lab..
Ehem…
You know those little maze boxes that they put mice/rats in and get them to crawl through to see how long it takes them to find the cheese or whatnot… Most of these maze like things had no lids… and I would wonder why they didn’t just try and climb the wall of their maze… or maybe they would climb the wall… and maybe the “lab” people would put them back… or… ugh… I am tired and I don’t know why I added this to the “one more thing” section… and I don’t know why I am typing this… wasting your time… my time? Waste? What is waste? It all just recycles back to the beginning after all… doesn’t it?
I want to climb out of this maze… and I’ll cute my way up the “lab” coat and scoot myself out in to the airducs and then I’ll recreate the world of the Rats of Nymh. MUUUUuahhahahahah… Oh man that was a great book… and oh man…
Pssht: Over & Out.
.k.

P.S.  Massage your third eye area with your thumb… it feels sooo cool… and apparently aids in clearing your sinus’…. cool & gross @ the same time!

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Current Location: Mice Labyrth
September 16th, 2008

12:32 pm – Snakin on Apples

So.   I am down right busy lately….projects/living/dancing/playing/music/breathing/being/loving etc-ering…. and thank goodness for my new found energy.

Ever since returning from the land of the sun & fun… I found myself to be down right creatively inspired but beat down tired.

Then, I got on a raw food/blending kick… It has been a few days now… drinking my energy juice… and damn straight I feeel SOOO friggen good!  Wah!  I don’t think I’ve felt so clear in a damn long while!!!  Stupid preservatives & chemicals… Druggin society with food…. heh…

Anyways, that being said…  I was out for a bike ride this morrow… cycled down to queenston heights and on my ride home (I forgot my water & did not bring any energy juice) I was feeling rather famished….. then all of a sudden I peddled past a beautiful sight…. AN APPLE TREE!    I noticed all the seasoned apples on the ground….  YAY!  So I dismounded my steel steed and scrumaged for non wormed or rotted apples…. I found a beautiful delish one…. and after about 10 minutes of inspection and rubbing clean (haha… germaphobe)  I ATE IT!! IT WAS SOOOOOOO GOOOD!!!!   And it was not ruined by any chemical spray… and it was energized by the earth… and it tasted like no other apple I have ingested before….

I intend to travel back to that there apple tree and collect a few more… maybe even make a lovely raw apple pie with it….

YumYUMYUM!  I just HAD to share that scrumptious story….

And now for some pictures:









C’est Fini!
love me!

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Current Mood: zippy
November 3rd, 2008

09:42 pm – Dear Hue

Dear Livejournal & Friends,

I miss you,

Without Wax,

K to the aeli

P.S.  Life update via photo`s is on its way… but as for right now… I feel rather wacky so I am going to go chill with some penguins.

10:45 pm – Experiment

Note to kaeli…

When absolutely down on your luck…  give whatever you are grasping on to away!!!

For us pesant folk this is usually $$.

Example….

Give a cool Speedy driver ALL of your money….

haha…

It felt soooo good.  Seriously,  do it!  But maybe not a speedy driver… you get the picture….  Karma has paid me back three billion fold….   However, just do it cause it feeeeeels soo good to know that someone would apreciate it WAYYYY more than you….
Fun times.    I was real regretful after I did it… but deep down I knew I HAD TO DO IT!

P.S.  Two entries???  wtf?

P.S.S.  Still… future photo stories are ahead…. don’t wanna photobucket tonight…

November 11th, 2008

11:54 pm – Problem Solving Problems

So, how are you this fine November eve? It has been quite a while that I felt so perspective I suppose… It has been quite a while since I’ve felt perspective, respective, contemplation and consideration for my self & our well being… me, myself & I that is…

To be frank, I have been rather down and out and around and throughout. I have lost touch with what/whom I am… but funny… the universe and all its splender showers me with honey! During this very instant of self analysis I am listening to music… The media player shuffles through my billions of songs and delivers Alanis’ Precious Illusions to my ears. This has lead me to shift gears in this here world of words…. To the GOOGLE MOBILE!!

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Wicked Pee Dia: Precious Illusions

Its lyrics describe a conflict between idealism and realism, and its protagonist refers to her childhood fancies as “precious illusions” that she has distanced herself from with a feeling that reminds her of “parting with an imaginary friend“. Morissette said of “Precious Illusions”, “As I evolve and as I grow older, a lot of the things I thought to be truths when I was younger just really aren’t, and that’s disillusioning. And there is a grief and a loss of sorts that happens when I segue from one awareness to another. And that’s what I was singing about on that song.”—

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A perfect song to meditate on. I am in transition… although I am and will always be… I just need to figure out who I am not. As she sings… “Now I know who I’m not
I don’t I still don’t know who I am, But I know I won’t keep on playing the victim…”

To be fucking honest… I feel lost and tired of looking for the answer. I kind of suspect that I am a little depressed… although, I don’t know what that means… and I do work a lot so I should be able to justify why I am so tired. But working working working makes me a dull girl. Money means shit to me but it also means balance and health. Living dollar to dollar doesn’t give me the chance to breath in all these beautiful things that I am given… nor does it let me want to spend time blossoming into what I know I can be. I need to start healing. I have licked my wounds raw… I know that sounds absolutely delightful… but I WON’T KEEP ON PLAYING THE VICTIM.

JUMP JUMP JUMP!

I just conjured up the image of a lonely baby bird left alone in the nest. Everything it knew has left for good… Nobody is pushing it out to fly… and nobody is there to whisper how, other than the gust of chilly wind. Vertigo sets in, and the burning fear keeps one at the edge… Does one stay in the nest out of fear? Or is it too horrible the thought to keep the same scene when the wind whispers cold shivers of bigger and better things?

Dear Mr. Leap O’ Faith? I am due for a jump or two… And this time I am aiming for that black hole… cause you know what I know? Black holes are an inverted big bang! Whoot!?! Whoot?!?!

Furthermore, before I leave you with Alanis… I have been reading up on the Bhagavad Gita… I just ordered it… and you should too! It is free… gita4free.com …

Ok well I have totally reset my mooood. Thanks Alanis, Picasso, Gita and friends….

Below is the lyrics to the song.

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“Precious Illusions” Alanis Morisette

You’ll rescue me right?
In the exact same way they never did..
I’ll be happy right?
When your healing powers kick in

You’ll complete me right?
Then my life can finally begin
I’ll be worthy right?
Only when you realize the gem I am?

But this won’t work now the way it once did
And I won’t keep it up even though I would love to
Once I know who I’m not then I’ll know who I am
But I know I won’t keep on playing the victim

These precious illusions in my head did not let me down
When I was defenseless
And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends

This ring will help me yet as will you knight in shining armor
This pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water

But this won’t work as well as the way it once did
Cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss
And though I know who I’m not I still don’t know who I am
But I know I won’t keep on playing the victim

These precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid
And parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend

I’ve spent so long firmly looking outside me
I’ve spent so much time living in survival mode

This won’t work now the way it once did
Cuz I want to deside between servival and bliss
Now I know who I’m not
I don’t I still don’t know who I am
But I know I won’t keep on playing the victom

These precious illusions in my head did not let me down
When I was defenseless
And parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends

These precious illusions in my head did not let me down
When I was a kid
And parting with them is like parting with childhood best friends

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Oh and of course PICTURES:

sleepy time!

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Summer 2008

June 25th, 2008

04:52 pm – I dream of a jeannie’s hand…

Ahoy hoy & Good day dare I say?!

And what may be my purpose for posting you ask?

But oh, another weird dream had I!

heh….

Yeah… this is getting cool….

I was eating some Zzzzz’s  this morning when I woke up scratching my back (with both hands)… but it was sort of a simeoultaneous waking/dreaming thing… and just as I realized I had my hand on my back… I FELT A THIRD HAND!!!!!!!   haha… it was so crazy… I immediately sat up and then just as quickly, calmed down… giggled and went back to sleep….

But that’s not all folks!  I took a nap at 3pm this afternoon… and I had a similar “back tapping” event happen just like my prior “bug in shirt” dream…

Yeah…. and… thats that black cat.

Have a wonderfully wonderful night…

.k.

P.S. Pictures!!!!:

A fun night!
. This is a real photo out my window!  Ooh I love my camera!
haha… rubbish… and only $100….??
RAINBOW LOVE!
And this is a Wayne Corlis original but in the sky….
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July 5th, 2008

12:34 am – Walking in Circles

While on my trip home from the place where I compromise my “time” in exchange for “money”  I made note that I am (ahem) we are all walking in circles.

I mean, scientifically speaking this is exactly what we are doing…..

Look at our biggest examples (the universe)….  and smallest (atomic matter)….

They all just circle around… and here I am again… walking home from work…. or driving to or from somewhere…

Heck, even if I were to travel the world I would eventually find myself back where I started…. (alone in my head with all of my experiences)

Anyways… enough with the deep thoughts… just had to get my repetitive thoughts out… once more… haha

Another Dream:

Yester-yester day I had another dream as follows…
So I found myself sitting outside on a lawn chair.  All of a sudden I felt an uncomfortable wiggly giggly pain in my leg…. I look down to find what I thought was a blood sucker in the corner of my knee (right on the side where it bends) … of course I panicked…. I quickly grabbed at the neck which was trying to fully wiggle itself into my physical existence shell….  I started to pull ever so slightly on the wiggle neck……… pulled… and pulled…… and pulled some more….  the thing was THREE FRIGGEN FEET LONG!!!!! AND IT WAS AN EARTH WORM!!!!!!!!   The one with the band aid like skin wrap on his neck… it was utterly disgusting…. and it burned like a mo-fo on java joe.

That is all….
My dreams are still leaking into pain reality… neat….  especially because the memory of what pain  would feel like is actually kind of pleasant and surpasses the dull repetitive ache…

ok well over and out my loves…

lets keep this world turning by continuing our never ending circular motions….
muah….hahaha

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Grant 101
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July 6th, 2008

06:48 pm – Testing 1, 2 Free- Feeling Groovy

I got no deeds to do… no promises to keep… I’m dappled & drowsy & ready to sleep… life I love you… all is groovy….!!

Current Music: Simon Garfunkle

July 9th, 2008

09:32 am – And lets start the day with an IDEA!

Alrighty…

So I am going to have to go and purchase a new idea book… alas, my little superman (which replaced the popples) is getting harder & harder to find a nice blank page… none the less… check this sukka (aka. idea) out….

I have been contemplating the idea of subliminal messages and symbolism for quite a while. Youtube is wonderful for such underground ideas. It is very inspirational; Let me tell you!

I can’t even watch movies now without analysing every thought & frame, just like one would analyse a painting in a gallery… It is somewhat annoying when you just want to watch a damn movie… However, it is so cool to see how the “all seeing being” is perceived to be trying to brain wash the masses….

BUT FEAR not! Recently I have come to the conclusion that we can only be brainwashed if we allow ourselves to be… I watched a hypnosis class not to long ago… and I think that the power of suggestion only melts down to the power of self hypnosis as a result of suggestion…. and that is exactly what subliminal advertising does…. thank goodness that the media steers away from telling people to act like monkey’s and throw feces at each other… or wait… some music video’s could fall under that “hypnotic suggestion category”…. heh….

Ok so that being said…. I have been combining these thoughts with the perception of “unity” and “oneness” or “Supreme Consciousness”….. The 2012 phenomena (which is fastly approaching…yeeee!) speaks of society jumping levels of experience… some perceive this to be consciousness…. and with all the reflection and synchronicities I have had the pleasure of witnessing, I think that we are on to something… collectively….

YouTube is an amazing medium for the collective consciousness and copulas amounts of knowledge… WOH… I am totally orbiting around my original purpose of thought… so here goes:

The ancient symbols of society (even these very letters) help to define our experiences… The Incan’s used strings/knots to “remember” what they needed… And Symbols are somewhat our “time travel kit”…. I have been observing these powerful subliminal symbols used throughout secret societies (Illuminates/Templar/Masonics) as conversations through the centuries… they tell some sort of story…

Now imagine with this new world which is forming… there would be no hiding from the meaning of these symbols… you wouldn’t need a password… you wouldn’t need to be apart of some cheezy society with a funny handshake & rolled up pant leg… You would just be able to experience the reverberation of a symbolic vibrational “memory” which you once had….

And to completely confuse myself; Since we are all made of a billion molecules/atoms or whatever you want to call them… and all of those lovely little selves (which seem to be aware of their existence) & have been around since the beginning… wouldn’t it make sense that we should be able to remember everything… We just need to upgrade our FTP storage systems and expand our conscious bandwidths…

Ok well I gots to be going… But just one last subliminal suggestion in the non subliminal form…. check out what gigantic corporation “idea’s” are being planned for the internet… fear is clouding over the thought that the internet will not be what we know anymore… and anymore seems to be approaching in the year 2012…. Syncronistic? I should think so…

HAPPY THOUGHT TRAVELS! I’m right along side yeah…

And wish me luck in finding the perfect brain book… maybe I should make one with a picture of my brain on it…. does anyone have an MRI machine I could borrow?

haha

tata loves.
k to the crazy

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April/May 2008

April 1st, 2008

05:36 pm – I’m Not A Hippie!

Love.
Freedom.

Yes.

But why does always come with a label? Let me be NoName then!

I am happy and I love you, but why does that mean people need to laugh and say, “ok hippie”  WTF?

Anyways,
The reason for this rant:

NEGATIVE MINDS.

I have been really girlee lately, meaning…. my chemicals are trying to push their way into control… and I have stumbled a bit… BUT NO!  I wont succumb to my programming.

That being said, certain things that I usually let pass have REALLY been bothering me emotionally, (in the most ew errr ugh cry cry way).

For example, I was at the YMCA this morning, enjoying the wonderful expansion of physical self  ……Whilst in the locker room I overheard a rather disturbing conversation.  These little elder-ladies who were preparing for the rest of their day started swearing and cursing the people who left dirt on the floor….  but the dirt people were not there to defend their dirty ways.  They were saying things like, “I want to slap them”  and “I HATE them”  “They are useless in the world”…………..  and they kept going on about how HORRIBLE this world is because of all these TERRIBLE dirty people.

……….

!!!!!!!

Um….  Why would anyone hate people they don’t know?  Like, what if the people didn’t know they had mud on their shoes…. or what if it was a mom watching her three kids and they had mud on their boots but she was running late and having a hard day then suddenly the mud monster came out of the locker and tried to kidnap their muddy boots but she managed to save them and ran for her life, just in time to get her chullin to school……. and …. and …… AND URRRRRGGGGAAAARRRRRGG!

Why?  Why complain….. at the Y of all places!

Garfunkle!  This frusterates me so much…

And then I drove and parked in the CIBC lot… where I was not supposed to… but there were a billion parking spots… and this CIBC lady gets out of her car all red faced yelling all snark like “Auuuummmm You Caaannnt Paaark Theeeerre”.  What?

Whats a matter?

Why is everyone so up tight?

Dagnabbit.  I don’t smoke pot, but hippies do… maybe all the uptight people need to be chained to a hippster for a day.  I think then the world would balance out.  The negative would bring the hippies back to this reality and the free spirit & THC fumes would leave an imprint of free-love-thought in all the dark hearts.

It hurts my brain… and unfortunately it made me physically emotional… but that’s just cause I am a girl some times.

Oh well.

I still love you.  Especially if you have muddy shoes and angry grand mums who attend AquaFit!

ahaha… demotivational posters are the new thing to do!

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Current Music: Jump Jive
April 11th, 2008

11:42 am – Well, bust my buttons!

Oh boy! This week has been a wild ride on a horse of a different colour!

Thats all…. and I am working on integrating “Bust My Buttons” into weekly vocab. XOXO to you and yours.

RANDOM KNOWLEDGE = LOVE

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Horse of a different (or another) colour

Rich Rodek wrote:

Where (besides Oz) might we find a horse of a different colour?

Well, bust my buttons, Rich, if that isn’t a good question. We all remember Dorothy getting by the blustering doorman at the entrance to the Emerald City by the skin of her Ruby Slippers, and hailing a carriage drawn by a horse whose color keeps changing. “What kind of a horse is that? I’ve never seen a horse like that before!” she exclaims. To which the cabbie replies, “No, and never will again, I fancy. There’s only one of him, and he’s it. He’s the Horse of a Different Color you’ve heard tell about.” The cabbie is referring to an expression used when you encounter something significantly different from what is expected–you say that it’s a horse of a different (or another) color.
That the phrase horse of a different color has been around awhile is evident by the fact that it was common enough in Shakespeare’s time for him to play on its meaning, as he does in Twelfth Night. In the play, written in 1601, Maria plots to use Malvolio’s high opinion of himself in order to make a fool of him:

TOBY: [Malvolio] shall think by the letters that wilt drop that they come from my niece, and that she’s in love with him.
MARIA: My purpose is indeed a horse of that color.
ANDREW: And your horse now would make him an ass.
MARIA: Ass, I doubt not.

If Shakespeare knew about the horse of a different color, then perhaps a trip to England to find the original h.o.a.d.c. is in order. There is indeed a such a horse to be found whose color changes on a periodic basis. Carved into the chalky white downs of southern England is a huge stick-figure of a horse, mid-gallop. This two-acre etching, known as the White Horse of Berkshire, was cleared of grass and weeds during the Scouring of the White Horse ceremony, held every seven years, a tradition continued until the mid-1800’s. Turning from green to white, after the cleaning it was truly a horse of a different color.
A second, more likely theory of the progenitor of the h.o.a.d.c. hinges on the fact that armored knights in medieval tournaments rode different-colored horses in races in order to distinguish themselves from one another. One can imagine the medieval version of the OTB denizen watching the finish line for his color horse, only to say with the expression of someone who has just lost a bundle, “Zounds! That’s a horse of a different color!” Think what unscrupulous race-fixers in the Middle Ages could have done with MGM’s kaleidoscopic horse–every horse that came in would be a horse of a different color, and thus a loser.
Helen

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xoxoxo

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Current Music: Is this love?
Current Mood: bouncy
April 21st, 2008

10:50 am – The day the Earth continued to turn…

Well before I fully bite into the day, I wanted to expand upon some “space and time” questionable relationship dues.  It seems as though my little doggie is on his way to unplug himself from my wall of life.

I don’t get it though.

I just REALLY don’t get it.  Some might consider me rather stupid… because I don’t get it that MUCH!

He had a stroke on Saturday night, which is rather interesting to note because I have been a right wacky twat ALLL week and now that I know the gig is up, I know who has been pulling at my subliminal strings.

Anyways, that is way beside the point.

I am completely and utterly in love with my dog.  Nobody, object, or thing shall ever amount to that there furry creature.  He is infinity itself just visiting and experiencing wacky family life in the 3D.  That being said, one should think I am a complete puddle of uselessness at the moment.  However, fear not cause I am rather balanced.  He certainly isn’t.  It is actually cute to walk him watch around now, his head slumped to one side with his everso brilliant eyes and happy little tale.

I had a “break down & cry like Dane Cook”  (ooooh good song just MP3′d its way into my ears—  Harrowdown Hill- Radio Head—–heh ok back to the story) after I heard the dreadful news.  But after a good friendly hug and condolance, I took a deep breath and smiled.  When I was crying, all the while I was thinking that I don’t really need to cry right now…. it was just a good pressure release.
But I am not sad. I wrote on my hand “Don’t deep thought” to prevent myself from alowing my ego to trip into the sad abyss of nothingness.  Ever since then I done feel it.

When I saw my puppy in his fragile state, it was sad and I let the tears flow…. but I was still in the know….

But I don’t get it.

How could he just go away… disappear.  I am so serious right now people!  I DON”T GET IT.  It makes my brain warm trying to understand.  How can anything possibly just go away???  I have my memories… and the such.  The only thing to get used to is re-arranging my schedule to reflect the change that he will not be available to experience in the physical.

Ah.

Whatever, I think I should get going and get things done.

All I know is that I love him, no matter what he is made of.

kiss kiss.

Buster Keaton Yarwood + Kaeli Michelle Yarwood = Super Coolness!

Current Music: Lost Prophets- Lucky You
Current Mood: Wah?

07:24 pm – My “Taking Over the World” speech (rough draft)

Dear World,

I hereby declare that the world is now mine. I will accept no if’s an’s or but’s about it unless of course you decide to become my henchman, delivering my wrath of awesomeness to all.  (Note: Dental benefits may be discussed upon acceptance of this position)

There shall be no more naysayer’s & neglector’s of duty.  If you are of this breed, please find yourself at Area 51 immediately. Your space ship is waiting to take you to the nearest black hole. You may learn to improve your energy sucking abilities in such a place.

To be continued….  or heck… continue it yourself…

P.S.  I love you.

Signed the great and powerful ME

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June 2nd, 2008

10:53 pm – Pikaboo- Where are you?

You know you’ve played hide and seek too long when you start to have trouble finding yourself again.

I feel I’m hiding, but I’m too tired to seek.  There is so much happening.  So much to do and see.  Places to be… people to greet.  But not a sure space for me.  Well that’s how i see….

I feel a mighty personal rant about to run, but this is my therapy session… Livejournal has done wonders to me getting to know myself… so if you are reading this… please, just read it as though I am sailing the ocean of my own mind, and you just so happened to catch a wave.

I have been rather sea sick at the thought of my own quietness.  Sometimes I feel as though I might not have the energy or will to speak anymore.  I see the colours, but they don’t seem as bright.  I see the opportunities… and although I still try, I don’t care to rely on their benefactors anymore.   I am more consumed with other’s goals to overshadow the fact that I don’t have any.  And to be frank, I never did.  I spoke of grand affairs that I would like to “one night stand or two” with… (school, travel, children)…. but deep down it all felt so childish… so… lame.   haha.  Yet again… I am not depressed, and I am not a mess.   I think I am just utterly board with this mundane astrocity of a spiral universe.

uh.

wow.

Spiral universe.

Spiral.

Repitition.
Patterns.

NO WONDER.

We are all just going around in circles!
Ha.
But I already felt that…  and it is making me dizzy.

So I have some debt, but no regrets  (other than self discrimination).    I am self chained to my debts.  Paying for my “experiences” with my “robotic” working class ways.  But I have cut down my “working class” hours so much that I wont really take any significant chunks off my debt for awhile.  Just making my minimum payments.   They get the exact same anyway….

Where does this leave me?  Unable to bring my stomach to a steady job….  unable to bring my brain to repeat creative thought…  deeply disturbed with the thought of committing undying thought to something other than a passion.

Hum diddly dee.

I really like the movie “Golden Compass”.   It is riddled with subliminal messages, ones that inspire me to be creative.

I guess I need to look for my power source.   I don’t feel balanced.  I don’t feel lately.   It is just this little hum of a drum that keeps my beat going on.

Am I unhappy?  No.
Am I unsatisfied? Yes.
Am I going to keep banging on to this hum drum beat?  I don’t know.

I know that I have to go out and get it.  Go out and make it.  Go out!  Get er done?  Blah blah… I can only psych my self out so many times.

Obviously that isn’t sticking…. it isn’t working.

What am I afraid of?  I’m afraid to tell…

But I know darn well that something has to be coming up… my train tracks are sounding rusty, and this road is getting bumpy.

I have been sub/consciously eliminating
my material collections.  In preparation of taking off…. somewhere.  Ideally I would like to have no debt… a suit case ready to be “stickered”… my guitar… simple clothes…. a few photos…. and an open mind.

AH!  There we go.   I finally wrote it down.

First I need to make my own $.  (doing so now)
Second- I need to solidify my creative work (paint, photograph, sculpt, sew, music, movies)
Third-  I need to make worldly connections on the grand-ular scale.  Preferably with ones who see past the veil.
Fourth-  I need to avoid “solidifying” my plans… cause certain truth is always uncertain.  I just need to morph them into bigger better beings like I know I will be.

WHEW!
You have no idea how good that felt.  I feel all motivated…. well I do feel tired too… mainly due to the fact that I am stareing at an alarmingly bright and radiating light machine….

Ok, I’m going to go memorize a few monologues… I have an audition Friday for a ghostly tour…. yip.  Things really are wonderful… I think I just get cross eyed sometimes.

Another thing that I have put in a back brain pocket… art retreats…. some places far far away offer artists low monthly stay rates for their altered perspective on creative life.

That would be cool.

It especially would be a good start to finding where I’ve been hiding.

xoxox
k to the crazy.

P.S.  read the below excerpt from something I was given recently…. brilliant no?
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Below: Something worth pondering..

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Author:  ??

“Service to others is the rent you pay for your room here on earth.”

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgment; more experts, yet more problems; more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We’ve learned how to make a living, but not a life. We’ve added years to life not life to years. We’ve been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We’ve done larger things, but not better things.

We’ve cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We’ve conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We’ve learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion; Tall men with short character; steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce; fancier houses but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.

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June 20th, 2008

12:47 pm – Me, Myself & My Bug.

I had a dream that there was a bug in my shirt.

It was a big, black, ballistic bug. I was watching it fly around the room before it got caught under my shirt. I was trying to avoid the inevitable; Trying to avoid the confrontation of uncomfortable ugliness.

Although, I did have a small fraction fear, I knew it was not a hurtful bug… It would not harm me. It would just make me squirm out of sheer shivering displeasure.

When it flew down my shirt I remained calm. I did not want to kill the little creepy gentleman. I knew it was not in my power to do so. But I did plead with him to let me get on with my time.

His gigantically small body tried to frantically escape its new jail (my shirt). He started to ram & flutter against my skin.

Now hear me out, I am not one to freak out.

But, the feeling of a crusty body with wings and crunch and everything awfully creepy crawly made me want to creepy crawly right out of my very skin, never mind my shirt.

This panic of two beings continued for a few minutes. I could feel his urgency and relentlessness pounding away as he tried to fly away.

I woke up. I still felt him trying to get out of the back of my shirt. I sleepily freaked out… Then I lied back down realizing he was not present in the room, nor in my shirt anymore.

But I felt him when I was asleep just like when I was awake.

This dream with the bug down my shirt was me trying to tell myself something. I think I got the message.

The bug and I are both trapping each other. We are afraid of the other unknown, opposed & powerful being.

But if we calm down we’ll realize we have the power to help each other achieve our equally desired freedom.

Dreaming is so fulfilling…. And especially timeless…
Bug out,

.k.
Tags: Current Location: Oh Canada Eh.

07:00 pm – The Awesomeness of Life

So, I just wanted to share the awesomeness of my life.

Here I be, working away at Oh Canada Eh?! Dinner Show…

I had caught up on all my daily chores… so I was doing some extra “flyer/coupon/staple” work so that my head wouldn’t expload with untamed focus.

Anyways… I am going on two entries today… so lets make this short.

I grabbed a RANDOM pile of flyers… then a RANDOM pile of coupons…. And I inserted several billion staples into the staple machine.

I promised a break after I finished the gigantor pile of RANDOMS & Staples….  Whellllll!!! Here is where life gets  awesome.   I had exactly the same number of Flyers as couplons…. OH BUT NOT ONLY THAT… I had the EXACT NUMBER OF STAPLES!

LOVE.
IT.
SO.
FRIGGEN.
MUCH.
JUST.
LIKE.
EYE.
LOVES.
YOU!

haha.

I am rather content.

AND it is lovely out and I am going to ride my bike home.

Over & Out.
.k.

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Hutzbah Try Angles Lake Erie's Wild Waters Nurture Nature     Hutzbah                                             Oil Spill Cloud 2007